Everything that doesn’t work in your life is because of fear
Journal entries in June 2012
A couple of days ago, Katya and I visited her guru (whose full name I unfortunately forgot). She calls him “Madu.”
“Guru” is perhaps a too lofty of a term. She saw him a couple of times for a short while.
We discussed many amazing things about life that are already starting to change mine.
He taught us to enjoy life. Enjoy each and every sensation, whether we label it “good” or “bad,” because Life is happening in the Now.
How else can we enjoy and live life if not in the moment of Now?
Life is meant to be lived, with all senses.
Enjoy each and every moment, sensation, emotion, thought and event with all your senses.
I, for one, found that if the events labeled “bad” are enjoyed, they dissipate rapidly.
Then, to live from our higher consciousness. All the time.
When he referred to “higher consciousness,” he made a quirky hand movement above his head, which we have adopted as a lighthearted reminder to each other.
The mind is only an activity. Its job is to analyze, calculate, and keep us safe from danger.
Do not let your life be dictated by the mind, which is not even a physical thing.
We all have a “Higher Self” and we can choose to live from that place if we want to.
Then, time and space is an illusion.
This, I had heard before but still don’t quite know how to integrate into my life.
Those were the major things. He then gave us some meditations, which I have also begun.
While this is all fine and true, what I didn’t know at the time was that as long as we carry unhealed trauma from our past or even our lineage, the noise in our head will drown out these wonderful truths of Creation and keep them in our mind for only a short while… which was certainly true for me.
It wasn’t until recently through a powerful shamanic journey, that I am now starting to LIVE these truths and embody the FEELING of them in my day-to-day life.
I had to go deep and heal some nasty dark places within me first, yet the reward at the end of these journeys is always worth it. In fact, it is priceless.
I realized that everything that doesn’t work in my life is because of fear. And that fear doesn’t even necessarily have to be mine. It could’ve been picked up from my parents, from entertainment I watched as a child, and yes, even fear that is primordial… carried within each of us since the dawn of our species.
No wonder the cabal has been trying to wipe out all shamanic traditions over the centuries, because fear is their main tool of control. Without fear, none of their nonsense would be working. Fear is the basis for mind control, so the less fear there is, the less their mind control works and the less their stupid agendas are going to manifest because we are no longer co-creating them.
This, at least from my perspective, is a crucial yet widely overlooked piece of the puzzle on how we can solve the existential threat we are facing.
During my daily meditations, I actively seek out hidden fears in my body now and just let them come out to dissipate. Most of them sit in the gut. Never seizes to amaze me how many layers of fear can be so inconspicuously stored in our cells, subconsciously affecting each decision and action we take every. single. day.
As a side note: if you’re having digestive issues, chances are there’s lots of fear stored in your intestine. I’ve had indigestion for as long as I can remember, yet today, it’s never been better. The more fear I release, the better my digestion becomes.
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Listening to the last part of one of the tracks in Life Visioning, Beckwith talks about something that opened my eyes.
He stated that eventually every being will discover the path to Source/Creator/God, whether it is in this lifetime or another… whether it is in this dimension, or another.
There are infinite possibilities. This presence is the Alpha and the Omega.
It will have the last word.
So, now I don’t have to get upset about people who are ignorant or disrespectful in any way when it comes to my choices. Sooner or later, they will understand.